Part I:
Prologue

A Final Thought:

As a member of GenX , I grew up in the best decade. We also had the best songs - with this foundation, listening to the great Kenny Rogers and Lionel Richie, I was inspired to create two characters. Alexandra will always be the "Maiden," the "Angel" for the openness and light that she brought to me. On the other hand, there is me. I named myself the "Fool" - inspired by the song Lady - when you hear Kenny Rogers sing "You have gone and made me such a fool" - you'll understand.

Prologue:

I am the Fool, and here my tale unfolds,
My deeds now done, my actions told,
Endless tears upon my face, my reflection shows regret.
A Fool I see, a Fool I am, my tale too sad, my heart beset.

As pure as rays of sun on Siberian snow, a Maiden shines, her presence aglow
In a land far away, a Fool she chose, her guiding light to bestow
Her heart, with open hands
The life she gave, a miracle forsaken by this Fool’s plight.

A Fool, his Maiden lost –
His Angel, his purpose, his light, his life...
his eternal love...forever gone
Darkness descends, deep in the well of the Fool’s heart

A lifetime to plead, on bended knees, comforted by shattered glass,
A Fool roams the earth, alone, in pain, an empty shell
In search of his Maiden, his Angel, he shall not forsake.
His cries unanswered, there is no Angel to accept his plea

A shattered soul, a broken heart, and tears like endless streams,
A Fool roams the earth, alone, in pain, an empty shell
In search of his Maiden, his Angel, he shall not forsake.
For he is too late, her light afar from his reach

A good soul, pure heart – now with lessons learned
A Fool roams the earth, alone, in pain, an empty shell
In search of his Maiden, his Angel, he shall not forsake.
His eyes show a tormented soul, where eternity’s end is his salvation

Introduction:

Hindsight is amazing. I now see that my wishes were granted in a form and through a manner I least expect. I spent a lifetime searching for Alexandra - and now find myself finding her again through a series of unfortunate events. Little did I know, Alexandra was there to help me through all these difficult times - and now without her - those difficult times are nothing compared to the emptiness now in my heart.

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