Alexandra and Me

During a time when my life was falling apart, the Universe reached out—I met Alexandra by fate, through an app. In each other, we found the qualities, values, and abilities we have searched for so long. Neither of us had an agenda; the Universe brought us together.

She was my light during this dark period. Unfortunately, I was too blind to see it through a veil of darkness and fear. When the light finally pierced my eyes, it was too late. Alexandra was gone.

After I navigated the grief of losing family and a job, now in 2024 I now grieve the loss of what could have been an extraordinary life with Alexandra. A life my heart and soul still believe was meant to be and still possible.

I believe our meeting was driven by fate, with many signs pointing the way. Paulo Coelho's "The Alchemist" holds significant meaning for me. While there is much wisdom to be gained along the journey, ultimately, I seek the prize. Unlike a journey of self-discovery and growth, rekindling love with a unique soul is not easy—such a soul is truly one of a kind.

This site is a digital recreation of my final attempt to seek forgiveness. I created a Box of Poems reflecting our time together, along with a heartfelt plea for her forgiveness. This is my way to perhaps to catch her eye, warm her heart and speak what I was not able to convey.

While I hope to one day update the stories with joyful outcomes, that ideal world exists only in my imagination. Real life is far more painful and cruel, unlike the Hallmark Channel movies where there is always a happy, fairytale ending.